music.is.my.life

April 17 2008

2008-04-17T14:43:00.002+08:00

Finally, the school have started and is already 2 weeks ago already. Hopefully, i can aim more good grades. 100 days is coming already and lucky it is at this SUN and we have to go down all the way to CCK there and pray. That is really very far but never mind lucky can able to manage to rent a car if not sure die one ah. Sorry friends if i got no time to accompany you all out and celebrate birthdays with you all because i am working plus there is alot of things i need to do. SO sorry but don't worry i won't forget all of you one. I will ensure this in this part. Haiz abit boring my course don't know whether i choose the correct course or not. Mostly, all is about math haiz damn boring the course that actually interest me after studying all the first year module will be IT and business such as marketing. But now too bad i got to bear with it for two years and maybe study the course that i like maybe next time.

01 feb 2008

2008-02-01T22:49:00.000+08:00

finally, today is the end of everything in this second semester. This year i don't know whether to consider a good year or a bad year for me.

this is a memory between my father and me that i want to write it here so that i can always looks at it or even remember it till i am old. for all his life till the day he passed away on MON 14th 2008 he as been working and changing job all his life till the day he can't work. it has been a tough life for him and my mother too. even though he is stubborn in a way but he still care for me and all. Just last month even his condition like that sometime he still go down walk walk and buy something for me and all haiz. sometime i am so regret on the things that i have say or do too. overall he has been a good father to.

On MON 14 2008 thiis is the last day of his breath that actually ended at the timing 8.38. but i am really glad that i stay by his side till he passed away and also even look at him. life is really very fragie once gone it can really gone very fast just a snap and you can't see that person anymore already. Tue is his second day of funrual wake haiz i am so upset on that day when his body arrive at my block and after that been carry into the coffin i cried as my heart really hurts to see that. i am really glad that all my friends did come and support me. Really thanks alot all of you are really my friends. When i am in need of help all of you are there for me so that is why i tell myself this i must recover asap because there are bunch of friends out there to support me. The most importnat person will be dear even though i understand that you can't even attend the wake but i am glad that you are always beside me. i am sorry that i makes you feel that you are so useless because i just don't want you to worried about me. you got your own problem to settle so i don't want to trouble you. WED is the day that my father is been cremeted. my heart was really very sad when i hold his picture i really she bu de him leaving this world but looking at the bright side after all the years he has suffered i feel that it is a good thing that he can leave us peacefully and end the suffering. When we reach mandai for the last chanting i was very very sad because after this his body will be cremeted i really feel like holding onto the coffin and ask them not to cremete. When the coffin slowly been moved forward to the buring place i was crying and crying even my cousin also cry beside me. after everything has been settle i am abit of unstable and cant get used of my father was not around anymore.

This is waht i am aiming to do for this year after everything has been done i tell myself this i want to earn more money so that my dear and my mother can have a comtable life next time in future and no need to suffer anymore. I must stay strong and take care of my mother this is the last word that i told my father when he was at his last stage of his life. I promised you i will do that don't worry.

friends out there i am really glad all of you attend my wake and help me out when i needed help the most. WISH ALL OF YOU GOOD LUCK IN THIS COMING RAT YEAR.

JAN 1 2008

2008-01-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

Year 2007 has passed and 2008 has come. Year 2007 has not really been a good year for me as there are a lot of up and down. Hopefully this 2008 will be a good year for me , family , friends that i know and my loves one too. Haiz even though it is a brand new years i still got some doubt inside me on whether i still want to continue on studying or not. Studying is good so that we can always improve our self but if we doesn't have enough money to continue on then what is good or bad to us. But anyway see how this first year whether i can make it to second year is don't know answer yet. If can make it maybe i will still consider continue on. Ever since DEC and the start of the school holiday has been a very busy period for me since then. Till now didn't really rest or enjoy anything. hopefully this year 2008 i can earn lots of lots of money. So i won't be having any headache over money issue........

anyway is a brand new year wishing all the people that i know a happy new year hope bad things that happen in 2007 has become a past and look forward to a new year 2008 for good things. Hope bad things will be gone forever and good things will stay forever.....

my love for you will not stop..... as you are already part of me part of my heart in my body if one day you leave me my heart will not pump any blood anymore into my body and i will be a living dead forever. LOVE YOU A LOT A LOT......

19 NOV 2007

2007-11-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

What does friends to each of us means?
for me friends are the one who you think that you can click along with them
and if you sense something wrong you can tell them from there
they can learn and try to be a better man who don't want to be one right?

recently having this kind of friendship problem again haiz
i am damn sian over it.
it seems like i am back in 7 years during my secondary school times
I come to RP is to study and get a cert i don't wish to get involve in
any of this friendship things am i right or wrong to makes some close friends
as this is life there are things that we cant avoid

which is friends

everywhere we go there are new people we meet and in the end
the new people are the ones you called them as friends
why do people need friends for is it just for the sake of fun.
whereby you know that friends are always beside you no matter what
or it is just taking advantage of them, making use of them.
i feel that there are more then one person outside are treating friends like this

i got my stress over school work, life and many more
and now i have to face this problem again how nice it is man.
is it because of my age that is why in the end there is so many things happening around.
how i wish i don't have this kind of problem to faced.
last semester like this.
this semester also like that
What kind of life is this man
is just like hell

i really apprentice that sab and qz are trying their best to try to bring this bond back
but seriously i can tell you guys this.... this bond won't be coming back at all
why because one of them is not trying or even making the effort to do somethings
and keeps on thinking is my fault... how nice man
if it is my fault until now i will try and talk to you and clarify things out not like you
everyday you are just running away from it how long can you run no matter what in the
end just like robbers also will get caught one day....
Is really up to you to decided whether you still want this friendship or not

from the ways i see you don't treat this friendship serious at all
we are just like a toys to you
you need us you come to us
when you don't need us
you just dump us aside
and the worst part is
we can make a mistake
but you can't make one even
though u happen to make one you won't even bother
to ask or clarify things out

i feel like asking what does friendship to you??
these are the ways that you are giving us
i feel that there is no points carrying on this kind of act anymore
just face it like a man and
after that we can just go each other ways
you go your way i go my way
both of us won't interfere each other again...

and everything will be settle and there is no need to stress over this again

09 Nov 2007

2007-11-09T15:52:00.001+08:00

A poems for you guys to read

Four people you will meet in life

Life is the process of finding love; every person
will need to find four
people in their life.

First person is you,

Second person is the one you love most,

Third person is the one who love you most,

And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of
your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love
most, and learn how
love feels.

Because you know how love feels, so you can
find the person who loves you
most.

When you have experienced the feeling of loving
others and being loved,
you
will then know what it is you need most.

Then you will find the person who is most
suitable for you, to be able to
spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually
not the same person.

The one you love most doesn?t love you.

The one, who love you most, is never the one you
love most.

And the one you spend your life with, is never the
one you love most or
the
one who love you most.

He is just the person who happens to be at the
right place at the right
time.

Which person are you in other people?s life?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.

At the point in time when he loves you, he really
loves you.

But when he doesn?t love you anymore, he really
doesn?t love you anymore.

When he loves you, he can?t pretend that he
doesn?t.

Same goes, when he loves you no more, there?s
no way he can pretend he
loves you.

When a person doesn?t love you and wants to
leave you.

You must ask yourself if you still love him,

If you also don?t love him anymore, do not keep
him just to save your
pride.

If you still love him, you should wish him
happiness, and hope that he
will
be with the one he loves most, not stop him from
it.

If you stop him from finding true happiness with
the one he loves, it
shows
you already don?t love him,

And if you don?t love him, what rights do you
have to blame him for a
change of heart?

Love is not possessive,

If you like the moon, you can?t just take it down
and put it in your
basin,

But the moonlight still shines upon you.

In other words, when you love a person, you can
use another method of
possessing the person.

Let him become a permanent memory in you life.

If you really love a person, you must love him for
what he is.

Love him for his good points, and the bad,

You can?t wish for him to become like what you
like him to be just because
you love him.

If he can?t change to become what you like him
to be, you don?t love him
anymore.

When you really love a person, you cannot find a
reason why you love him,

You only know that no matter when and where,
good mood or bad mood, you
will wish to have this person be with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the
toughest problems without
asking for promises or listing criterias.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and
give in at times, not
always be on the receiving end.

Being away from each other is a type of test,

If the relationship isn?t strong, then you can only
admit defeat.

Real love will never become hate.

When two people are in love,

They love to ask each other to swear, to make
promises.

Why do they ask each other to swear and
promise?

Because they don?t trust each other, they don?t
trust their lover.

These swear and promises are useless;

Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you
will never change!

We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean
will never dry,

Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?

Be careful when making promises; don?t make
promises that you cannot keep.

Swear by things that can never happen, because
it can never happen, so no
harm just saying it casually.

Remember, ?Swearing by things that can never
happen are the most
touching!!?

In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but
what you do is another;

The one saying, doesn?t believe; the one
listening, also doesn?t believe.

Which person have you found so far?

In the world so big, which person have you
found?

And who has found you??

Since i have a little time left i am going to write something in my blog
So fast one week have passed and now is friday already next week
school is starting again and have to stress over again with those UT test
and all. Which is so damn boring and at the same time i don't
seem it serve any purpose at all whereby all year 1 are studying the
same things.

haiz even though holiday are short but this one week i didn't really
rest that much as i have been working and going out accompany my gf
sometime i feel that working is much more better then studying
as we know that once pay day come is a happy day but once holiday come
i don't know how should i feel happy or .......
these three years is going to be tough for me especially money issue.
haiz even though life is tough but we still have to go on as this is the road
that all human have to faced

recently sufiya is been hospitalized and she is just been discharge at wed...
hopefully she will recover soon..
after seeing her like that to me i feel that life is really very important that money
also can't buy back one once we lost it. Haiz is good to stay healthy when
we are young we won't know what will happen
to us when we grow old but is good that
we can stay healthy now and do things that we always wanted to do
and not to regret when we are old.
Before we ever wanted to do somethings think twice before doing anything
as we don't want to regret on what we are doing.

hope tomorrow will come fast
i miss u a lot
hope to see u soon tomorrow
take care

OCT 29 2007

2007-10-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

haven blog for so long as i got no time to even write my blog
so many things happening around me and there are test every tue and thur
so freaking sian don't know why this school like that i rather one sort everything
come at the end of the semester.
Recently receive an email from my friends saying that he will be getting marry
on the 30 th of nov i was shock when i saw that wahwahawha. Didnt really expected that he
will get marry so soon. DEC got one more whawhaw so many people
getting marry this year. IS IT A GOOD YEAR TO GET MARRY? but nvm hopefully
my times will come soon. HEHE

anyway get myself a part time job already thanks to my friend chun hui who
intro me this job.. lucky his job come in hardy as my money are going to dry up sooner
or later. AND during NOV and DEC there will be alot of things happening so
must earn first then i can enjoy my holiday.
but sadly the time i going to spend with dear will be lesser and lesser. BUT LUCKY you understand what position i am in now. really glad that you understand it. thanks for suffering
those hard times with me
i won't forget and i will try to make it back to you
when i got the chance no worries thanks alot
and also thanks alot for cheering me up when i am down

OCT 14 2007

2007-10-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

weekend has ended again haiz once again i am sad again.....
have to wait for weekend again but times really passes fast each day....
next week dear will be station at changi airport i know the work is tough and stress
but no matter what i will be there when you need me ok? try not to think so much ok?
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY!!!!!!

recently i seriously don't know what happen to my this friends of mine we stay with each other in the same bunk for like going to 2 years during our NS life....that time when we are still servicing our NS we all keep have the same dream as we must study hard and work hard...
but once we ORD all of us were so busy hardly contact each other...... then when our poly going to start soon.....he call me and told me he is thinking of withdrawing....then i told him to reconsider... as a friends of his of cos i say something mean so that he will listen my advise as i dont want him to regret..... after that i try to contact him keep on calling him he is like dont want to pick my call and all.....but never mind in the end he quit.... recently one of my friend managed to keep in touch with him...... he is working at CWP at some retail shops.... when he saw me online he chatted with me and i keep on asking what are you working as and where are you working...he keep on answering me retail retail.... and he told my friends that dont tell me and my the other friends because of what scare we come and disturb him..... I WAS LIKE PLS LAH HOW OLD AM I ALREADY...... is my the other friends who he should beware as he is more of the disturb type...... we spend our toughest time togehter in our NS life and this is how i been treated as a friends.......no matter what when i org a gathering for them i will never forget everyone and i also make the effort to call everyone to come and this is what i get..... my friends told me to go and have a talk with him..... i ans him i had enough man....if this is what he want i will just give him what he want and just leave him out of my life as since i am not been treated as a friends so no point..... when come to reservce i also dont even wnat to care when i saw him inside..... don't know why he is like avioding us for what reason.... FORGET IT

OCT 06 2007

2007-10-06T10:06:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!! my blog is like so rusty ever since the last time when i blog.
ok!! finally i started blogging again.......
these few days didn't really have any time to blog as this sem seems so stress for me.
haiz hate it when got this kind of stress feeling.....is time to destress my ownself when going out with my gf and friends that will be the best way.
recently, LOTS OF LOTS OF WHITE HAIR is appearing on my hair already damn it.....
this proves one thing i really use my brain to think that is why there is so many white hair....
as RP is a problem solving school that is why it require to use our brain to think of SOlution
and to tackle those who always like to SHOOTS QUESTION...
HAIZ last sem i waas being call AH PEK...i think i am becoming more and more look like
AH PEK already with all the white HAIR....BUT NVM is EASY TO SOLVE just DYE MY
HAIR and THAT IT....HAAHAAA........

HOPEFULLY i can manage well in my this sem with all of you there to help me........

show you guys some pic and make a GUESS!!!!

OCT 01 2007

2007-10-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT HAPPEN

When you think about life
And all its negative things,
Scary thoughts occur,
Great fears it brings.
Dealing with friends
Who betrayed your trust.
Standing alone in the rain
From dawn to dusk.
Losing the man or woman
With whom you wished to share your dreams,
Leaves you with eyes like clouds
And tears like streams.
With family membersArguing from day to night,
Makes you want to run awayFrom that unpleasant sight.
School is hard,
Doing work you dont understand.
Walking down a road
Holding no future in your hand.
Your world is dark,Empty and confused.
You feel angry, frustrated,And completely used.
Everything is unclear,You only see death on the way.
This life isnt worth living,It should be taken away.
But then theres a small voiceThat suddenly appears.
Looking all around... youCant seem to find it anywhere.
This little voice said,There is a whole lot more to life.
Everyone goes through joy,Happiness, pain and strife.
There are people who love you,And you will meet new friends.
Everyday is a new experience,Its just a matter of where and when.
That is when you calm downAnd begin to think.
After all, life can be goodAnd have its positive things.
You can have an educationIf you are willing to learn.
Your future is the road ahead,Considering which way you turn.
You have been hurt,Betrayed, denied and used.
But people will know your importanceDepending on the kind of friends you choose.
Not having a boyfriend or girlfriendIsnt the end of the world.
He or she is not worth lovingIf he or she leaves you for another girl or guy.
Its normal for a family to argue,Cause thats how they compromise.
If you think problems cant be solvedThen you are not very wise.
This little voice saved your life-Didnt keep you and the world apart
.Thats when you realize this voice...Is the Voice Of Your Heart.=) This is a poem by Lily Tchen . I hope this give's you the strength to go on when your down.
Like i always say Life Is What You Make It =)

THis is what is say a good poem wahaha i find it from my friend's blog and i truthly agree with the poem that he made. it seems so true about saying LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT...
Everything in this poems is saying about LIFE.
hopefully u all can read and cherish life....

SEP 30 2007

2007-09-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of SEP already everyday seems so fast pass by

IS IT GOOD OR IS IT BAD??

SAT and SUN have pass again tomorrow is MON a new start of a NEW MONTH

haiz once again it seems so fast pass..... have to wait patiencly for weekend again which is

so sad as weekend is so hard to wait... which makes me cherish weekend more.....

TOMORROW lesson is MATH haiz math which i don't really like it....

hopefully this second sem can faster end and start our own course soon.....

i guess UT will be coming soon as next week is PROBLEM 3 already haiz

when UT comes it will be stress time for me already as i am not very good

at my UT test....

sometimes i wonder is it good to come back to school after 3 - 4 years of leaving school

for so long..........did i make a wrong choice to come back school???

if i didnt come back to school and studies maybe now i might be able to own a car now

but SINCE i had make this choices i had to go ahead and prove that i didnt regret

on making this choices.....

sometimes in our life once we make a wrong move we cant

turn back times....but what we can do is to prove that

our wrong move is correct

as once we make our decison there is no regret in looking back

so is better to think twice before making any decison

maybe this decision can affect your life or what

so think twice in everything we do before........

ok think i will stop here and go back to my online gaming which

i can reduce my stress hhawhahaha

SEP 26 2007

2007-09-26T16:14:00.000+08:00

I sit here... Thinking of you Thinking about the memories we shared I miss them and I miss you Since the moment you said good-bye I haven’t been the same Something’s been missing... It's my smile People began to feel sorry for me They would be afraid to laugh Their smiles began to fade along with mine. So, now this smile I wear I wear it every day Taking it off only When I'm in my room at night Then I let it all out My pillow is wet from the tears I lie there until I fall asleep I just need you to hold me tight I need to hear you say Those sweet words to me just once more So I can take you in my arms And hold onto you forever... I wish I could just leave The fake smile at home So they would all realize My suffering isn't over My heart is still broken Into a million pieces At the bottom of my soul I wish they knew So I could have some comfort So they could tell me It's going to be all right. My life without you Has been so unbearable to live And I hate every second I breathe Because it just proves I can live without you... Only God knows How much I miss you He only knows how much I cry With every tear that falls My heart gets weaker And my hope for 'us' fades. I had so much faith in our love I thought that it alone Could get us through anything People say time heals the hurt But if they lost someone like you They would know- it isn't true You tried to tell me things will get easier With every day that goes by I hate it when I get asked How we're doing I hate to disappoint them And tell them We exist no longer... Please tell me this isn't what you wanted Please tell me what I feel is real Good-byes don't have to last forever Because I know... We were meant to be together

this poems is i take from my friend leon such a sad poems... but anyway i am gald that you have overcome all the difficulties that you have face since last time till now. even though you did change alot ever since the break up but still i have faith in you.. until now it was like so many years already sometime i was thinking do you really totally forget about everything or are you just faking with a fake smile but still no matter what it is good that you have move on already..no matter what we must really cherish the ones that you are with now example my gf. no matter what i really cherish her alot. NOt to forget friends too. even though in life you will meet alot of new friends but through meeting of new friends how we know whether they are truthful to be your friends and all. even though we had new friends but we musn't forget our old friends too. they are the one who always helped us when we have trouble. SO LEON seriously even though i always disturb and make fun of you i still cherish the friendship i had with you as we know each other for like 10 years and that was so long. wahawhawhawha remind me of old days it was so fun. hopefully all of us like leon, zhi qiang, derek, lia qing and many more hope that all of us can meet up again and have fun like last time when we are YOUNG even though we all might be old but we are still young at HEART whahawhah...

SEP 24 2007

2007-09-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

today is monday which everybody hate it as monday is always been called as monday bluezzz.. why WEEKEND always ended so fast weekend are always hard to wait and fast to end which i don't really like it. is like the time was like so fast passed and can't spend more with our loves ones. HAIZ......

FRI SAT AND SUN this three days will always be in my memories forever but i am lazy to write it down aas there are so many things happening this three days.....

anyway for the past few weeks the pain is like killing me i can't even talk properly to anyone haiz but lucky i am recovering soon as today the pain is not that pain hopefully tomorrow i will be feeling ok!! as i really hate having ulcer haiz.... makes me no mood to do anything at all...

today grade is out already i will like to say thanks you to those who helped me in my sicence ( those who know who you are ) without all of the information that you all have given me i wont get any good grade for my science thanks alot guys.... for the help......anyway there is nothing interesting to update now if there is i will update soon

SEP 24 2007

2007-09-24T19:51:00.000+08:00

today is monday again it seems so fast that weekend are so fast to end. WEEKEND are always hard to wait and fast to gone why must it be like this... is like so boring get to spend with someone you love for just a short period of times.

fri sat and sun this three days was the best moment that i ever had anyway there is alot of things happening this three days which it will always remain in my memories forever.

for the past one weeks i am really in pain that stupid ulcer makes me cant really talk properly and it was so pain how i wish it will go away soon. it also makes me no mood to do anything at all. but finally today it is recovering already hopefully everything will went well.

anyway today grade out already i need to thanks them as you all know who you are those helped me with sicence thanks for all the information that all of you had and help me thanks alot guys. anyway will update soon but now got nothing interesting to update.

SEP 19 2007

2007-09-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

haiz no mood to do anything or write anything in my blog haiz have this stupid ulcer inside my mouth there really makes me look sick and makes me can't even open up my mouth and talk. feeling pain now don't wish to blog....

anyway thanks to those ( u all should know who u are ) for helping in my sicence module really thanks alot :)

and thanks to dear for accompanying me today really thanks alot when i needed you the most you are always be there for me thanks alot really.....

2007-09-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

ok back on blogging again. for the past few days feeling lazy to even blog dont know why whwhawha .

yesterday first day of second sem start already since three weeks holiday had ended. the holiday i feel that is quite short. back to school again first day of lesson is math waas hoping is programming so at least it wont bored me but in the end is some math question. been in my new class quite boring and quite quiet in the first day and got this kind of wierd wierd feeling dont know why. kind of miss W15J still think no matter what W15J is still the best ok had enough for one day.

today second day of school
the module for today is cog haiz cog has becoming more and more difficult haiz hopefully i can survive this second sem man. today class is no longer like yesterday as today the class can say that it will be quite noisy today hope for the best or tomolo. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me. ok have nothing to say will update again tomorrow if i am not lazy wahwahawha.

SEP 13 2007

2007-09-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

today have a very bad headache having a headache is like wanting your life like that.. haiz hope my headache will be better after tomorrow as i really don't like having headache haiz....

today got nothing to blog so i will just write something about soccer EURO 2008

today morning England won 3-0 against Russia WOOO finally England is back on form again and Owen is the man for England he score 2 goals and both 2 goals are nice... he really make a come back after his disappointing world cup... when he twist and break his leg...after a long injury finally he come back and he is on form now.... England fans must be really Glad that Owen is back... who partner Owen heskey was the one who is the starting 11 and crunch was only on the sub bench.... Barry was also good with his cross which indeed let Owen score the first opening... Russia cant even match up with England..... hope their form will continue on and win their first EURO 2008 ever since don't know which year they have won ..... France lost and Portugal draw their game last min the back line was so screw up which let them score and makes it a draw... what will happen next for France and Portugal will they advance will we see them in EURO 2008 hopefully we can see them as they are a strong team which we must not miss their action in EURO 2008...

having ab it of headache now haiz OK shall stop blogging now.....

SEP 12 2007

2007-09-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

sep 11 2007

actually all of us have some plan for this day and that was touring around in singapore because actually i suppose to rent a car on this day to bring them out for some touring but too bad the place which i normally rent one move to this sergoon and i dont really know how to go there what to do singapore roads are so messy wahahahaw but never mind in the end i ask them all out to accompany me go to orchard taka there and buy present for my girl friend. after buying present for dear... jason and sab didnt eat their lunch so we accompany them and at the same time we were slacking at there chatting for quite a long time as we were all waiting for marcus to come as usual lah he is always late.... after that went to play pool it was qin zhi first time on the cue stick waawhaw me and hong wei was there guiding him it was the first time i saw hong wei teaching me to do something as most of the time we are always the one who are guiding/ teaching him wahahhaw... after that went to settle our dinner at mac cafe.... home sweet home after that...

sep 12 2007

which is today early moring wake up call those two pig which are still sleeping.. as today most of us are playing soccer at philip house.... when we reach philip house azmi and his friends haven really reach yet so while we are waiting for them we went to the court there and play on our own and after a while sufiya came and join us wahawhha..... so after soccer rush back home and change and eat my lunch at the same time.... rush down to city hall there and q the donut factory as dear wanted to eat that as today is our anviersay so after queing went to play pool waawhaw it was fun playing with dear as she always cheat.... whhawawha what a sore loser are you wahwaha just kidding.... today i look very tired as last night i around 3 plus then i fall asleep as i was preparing something for dear which is her present today.... hope you will like it as i really put in alot of effort in it.... ok feeling lazy to write anymore.... whahwahaw

ok tomorrow moring 2.50 am is england big match against russia who will win if england win the match england will be able to appear on euro 2o08 hopefully they can win... today england have a very big issue WHO WILL PARTNER OWEN.... will it be heskey or will it be crounch who will it be no one will know till the match start.....no matter who they choose to parnter owen they must win tomorrow match....ok i think i shall stop blogging here already.....

SEP 11 2007

2007-09-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

SOrry for the past few days didnt really do any blogging whawhahha been lazy this few days don't know why wahahhaw that is why dear always call me pig i think i am becoming more and more like a pig already wahawhah OK lets continue my blogging.

SAT

today dear come my house in the morning around 9 to 10 plus wahawhaw sorry dear make you come down by your own wahahah sorry for being a lazy pig. when i saw dear dear was telling me about the high school musical 2 one the main actress Vanessa Hudgens. her nude picture was been posted around the Internet and what i know is she will be replace in high school musical 3 that was so sad as she and troy look so sweet in the show. after that we were running ab it late as our show start at 5.30 but we around 4 plus then reach p.s carrefour there and buy some tibits. after that rush down to grand Cathay and watch our movie RATATOUILLE this show was good!!! very touching at some time and funny too. dear give this movie 4.5 out of 5 star but for me i give it a full 5 stars. after watching the show i and dear were wondering where we should eat wahawhaw went down to m.s wondering around deciding where to eat but in the end we end up at NEW YORK NEW YORK again. this is the second time we had been there but the food itself didn't disappoint us the second time it was nice.We walked to Esplanade and took a lot of pictures. It was getting late, so we took a bus back to dear home and after that i took mrt back home. inside the mrt i was tired and was asleep till one of my friends wake me up see him inside the train then we were talking he also sent his gf back home his gf stay at jurong east among us his gf stay the furthers. whahawha sad for him... sadly sat have come to an end again haiz.....

sun

today suppose to go to gym but last min my friend Leon cancel it again as he need to go down to bugis to buy some computer part.... i was asleep when he call me whawha so i didn't know what is he trying to say sorry if i did say something... after that didn't really go out stay at home accompany dear through out the whole Sunday.. time flew fast and it is night time so we sit down and watch high school musical 2 together... it was a nice show after all that is why the rating was so good.... the music compare to the first this time round was good...... so soon is time for her to go back home already send her home.. sad sun have just come to an end again haiz why weekend always ended so fast...???

Mon

which is yesterday didn't really go where wake up quite late called Leon to go gym. and we meet around 5 i was late as usual. yesterday at gym the both of us torture our self as some of them we decided to increase the weight and some we just increase the number of set it was so tiring but we like the feeling whaahha maybe you all might think we are sick but it was good. after gym the both of us were talking whahwahaw guess we were really old already i really cant imagine last time we all can stand up to 3 set and spend like 3 hour inside the gym doing non stop but now we do like 2 set we are tired already.. is it good to be old so fast??? last time when we were young we always tell our self we must faster grow up so that we can do alot of things but now when we are old it didn't seem like we can do alot of things instead there are more stress for us. now i can start feeling the pressure what our parents have face it when they are our age... until now i still don't really admit that i am old whahahah but the fact is i am old already haiz sad... i still miss those days when we were young as there are so many things we can do no need to scare off anything.... guess the time when guy will be really mature will be when they went into army... even though 2 years is quite long but it did really make us grow more mature in a way..... anyway i think there is nothing more to blog already awhawha........

SEP 08 2007

2007-09-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday sep 07 2007 i went down to simei and trade in my game for some cash as i am short of cash at the moment now . inside the bus there is one brunch of secondary school kids which are so irrating some brunch of nerd that wanted to act like a gangster and act like some jerk keep on commenting this girl not pretty that girl pretty all crappy stuff. when i saw them it reminded of myself but i am not such a jerk whereby keep on commenting on girls. after that went stright to bugis and meet dear. i was so hungry at that time as i wake up at 3 pm in the afternoon wahahah really like a pig. meet her and went to buy some things to eat as i was really very hungry. anyway after that went down to book ticket for tomorrow show and etc lazy to type.

life have change for me ever since i meet her. i really cherish you alot. you are just like my heart and soul. without my heart and soul i dont think i can live anymore. this is my love to you
To love someone doesn't mean you have to own her but if you do own her please give her all the love you had.

SEP 07 2007

2007-09-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went out with my friends which i usually hang out with. we didnt really go any where as time is not on our side and there is shortage of cash too. we were rotting at mac all the time. AFter orchard our next stop P.S we walk all the way from orchard to P.S from here you all can see how bore are we. Then after that eat our dinner and rot at mac till 11pm and all of us went back to our own sweet home.

Life is so boring there isnt any thing we can do. Life is just like a cycle everyday is almost the same. EXample:

wake up early morning ----> go to school ----> go back home or go work part time ----> go back home sleep -----> next day wake up ----> go to school again. SEe this is what i meant a cycle that everyday we have to follow. if there is no school which is school holiday even worst

wake up late ----> go out with friends , meet up with gf or bf -----> times up need to go back home----> go back sleep or chatting online ----> wake up late ----> contiune on

the above is for those who always going out but now the below part will be for those who have no life everyday staying at home

wake up late ----> stay at home ----> play games on ps2 , play online games, chatting with friends on msn -----> watch tv and have dinner ---> contiune on playing games and etc.. ----> sleep late ----> wake up late ----> and continue on

everyday is just like a route tin that we have to follow. Once again LIFE IS SO BORING. What to do.. anyway will be meeting up with dear later on haiz don't know where to go again. i think i shall end here anything i will update on my blog tonight... SEE YOU

SEP 05 2007

2007-09-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday BBQ was ab it boring compare to last time BBQ that all of us organise. The most fun part was playing soccer all of us join together and play in the darkness where we can't really see what and where are we kicking the ball lucky the ball was the classical one if not we will be like monkey searching where the ball is. The most important will be FUN as everybody is enjoying themselves out there. Even though this is the last BBQ we had for our class hope that our friendship will never end and last forever. hope there will be more gathering in the future as everyone can meet up again and have fun like yesterday again. yesterday we also have some drinking session whaahha got one PERSON just drink one or two cups his face turn damn red look like a ROASTED PIG like that ahhaha and his face look drunk too. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME i saw people drinking just one or two cups vomit plus the face so red like ROASTED PIG. THAT MEANS HE IS SUCH A LOUSY DRINKER THAT NEVER DRINK BEFORE. he can still talk crap by saying he can't eat too many before drinking i was like hey you just drink two cup and you vomited. I got nothing to say. FIRst time i heard people saying that just ADMIT THAT YOU ARE DRUNK try to act tough but please you don't look like one. I THINK THE GIRLS ARE MUCH MORE BETTER DRINKER THEN YOU SISSY BOY........HAHHAHAH LAUGHING OUT LOUD.....

anyway continue on.. after that we all were siting down there and chit chatting seriously got nothing to do. Except the game nothing was fun is just bored.

MESSAGE FROM AH PEK :

it was great knowing you guys even though this sem ended so fast. though out this sem even though there are alot of things happening in our class but i still enjoy myself in this class. i know there is some one is our class who have blocked me in his msn but i dont really care i just want to say is STOP ACTING LIKE A SMALL KID GROW UP. anyway i will like to thanks to sabrina who is always helping out with my english and making me understanding the problem statement during communication. thanks to qin zhi who always prepare the notes for math and sicence ut and teach us in detail till we understand it if not i think my sicence and math ut will be like failing all the times. thanks to kel also which sometime help me and guide me along the way when we are in the same team and doing the ppt together. lastly HOMO even though he always act blur and all but sometime he do help me and guide me along the way so HOMO you are not useless after all sometime your idea do help me think of something useful. lastly thanks to those who i been team together with which sometime makes me learn something new and plus some of the knowledge and experience i intend to learn more which i didnt expect it. SERIOUSLY want to thanks all of you if not for you all i won't be able to pull through my this first sem. last but not least HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST FOREVER AND ALSO MEET UP MORE OFTEN to catch up. THANKS AGAIN......:) wish all of you the best in your next sem class.. :)

SEP 03 2007

2007-09-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

Time 9am <---- during weekend wake up at this time normally can be quite a problem for me but not today as i am meeting dear at this P.S at 10.30 because yesterday we didn't have enough time to shop so today we shall continue on our shopping.... in the end dear change our meeting time to 10.45 to 11.00 but she came late cannot blame because her bus always need to wait for so long ahahha almost listen all my entire song finish.... after meeting her i am kinda hungry so went for breakfast so expensive...but what to do...after eating went to this G2000 and THIS FASHION to see her stuff...at G2000 I went to try some formal SHIR Ts haha cant imagine i got to wear those in the next 3 years... in the end brought a shorts pants whahhah.......next stop we went down to this HMV There saw DANIEL KER at this HMV chat with him for a while as he is in a rush to work....I Went to this FOUR SKINS to buy my stuff though there is quite expensive but the price is still quite reasonable.... AND things there were RARE and STYLE...HAHA.... went back home after that as ALL our stuff have brought... Wallet start to have some butterfly flying out...sad hope i can get a job soon so can buy more RARE stuff in Future as there is a price to pay......
suppose to go to gym But thanks to my friends he is sleeping like a pig in the end CANCEL but never mind i myself also quite tired after all those shopping......

Today is my GRAND OPENING OF MY blog hope everyone will like after so long....TOok quite a while to create this blog.......Will upload some pictures soon as it is still under CONSTRUCTION.... hwahahha HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY READING shall write till here........

SEP 02 2007

2007-09-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Early in the moring i suppose to call dear but in the end as usual i overslept ahahah so in the end when i start to realise it. it is too late ahahha... so meet her in the afternoon she accompany me to go cut my hair as my hair has start to grow long... went back home and eat stright after cutting hair... went out for shopping as dear need to get some working attire thing... first went down to bugis to get her fox dress.. i suppose to get the wallet but in the end didnt managed to get one as i dont really like it again when i see again....so went down to bugis street to get some stuff....The time was 7.00pm and our stomach started to feel hungry so went to this NEW YORK NEW YORK place and eat.... dear always wanted to go there and eat finally she got this chance to went there and eat..... The FOod WAS REALLY NICE.. spend around 50 over dollar but it really worth it.... RECOMMENDED FROM ALLAN NEW YORK NEW YORK
★★★★★ FIVE STARS OUT OF FIVE STARS..... you all should go and try although the service abit slow and not that good due to many too many people but the food there was nice... after eating went down to far east to get her stuff after that went to ANDY shop there and chat chat whahahah.....time was running late and i send her home after that.... although every thing was like last min but in the end we still enjoy our self and it was fun tooo that is the most important thing FUN...

One of my GUILD friend is going to get marry on 8 dec that was so fast as they been in the relationship just one years plus and going to get marry... when will be our turn..... DONT KNOW but HOPE SOON....

think will end it here..........

AUG 31 2007

2007-08-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

today early morning recieve some msg from my friends leon saying gym was cancel i was relieved as i am very tired.. but during afternoon need to meet up my sec school friend jinlai for so insurance talk.... meet him at LJS for some insurance talk from there really learn alot of new things about insurance.... I realise That Insurance is quite important To us as everybody need some protection too.. WEnt to leon house After that saw his dog His dog was so big and BLack too kind Of scarY hahahah guess me being a sCARy cat Cant imagine RITe i cant Imagine my self too ahhaha... went to find my girlfriend AFter that Went shopping witH her as she need to find some office wear... I send Her back Home AS it was qUIte laTe for her alrEady.... JUSt one day Where We can SEe that theRe was nOthing mUCh but one Day just Passed Like this guEss the world is Spining very fast as TIme really Fly vEry fast.....

AUG 31 2007

2007-08-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday went out with my poly friends. chun hui recommeded some places at kallang to eat some stream boat thing the dumpling was qutie good.....after that went to play pool as usual but sad was chui hui cant join us as he need to rush back to his hostel.. AftEr pLaying pool as usual went back home Quite a Tiring Day..........

AUG 30 2007

2007-08-30T14:37:00.000+08:00

Finally i am back to blog after last seen on 2005 that was 2 years back. i was lazy to create another new one as my old blog i cant recover my pass and user id that was sad but never mind decided to create a new account after so long to keep my memory for staying alive. As i am getting older and older each day one day if my memory faded away at least i still have this blog to keep my memory alive. The reason of starting this blog again is because i can improve my English and kill my bore at the same time.... Anyway gonna sign off will update my second entry soon though ab it boring.