I sit here... Thinking of you Thinking about the memories we shared I miss them and I miss you Since the moment you said good-bye I haven’t been the same Something’s been missing... It's my smile People began to feel sorry for me They would be afraid to laugh Their smiles began to fade along with mine. So, now this smile I wear I wear it every day Taking it off only When I'm in my room at night Then I let it all out My pillow is wet from the tears I lie there until I fall asleep I just need you to hold me tight I need to hear you say Those sweet words to me just once more So I can take you in my arms And hold onto you forever... I wish I could just leave The fake smile at home So they would all realize My suffering isn't over My heart is still broken Into a million pieces At the bottom of my soul I wish they knew So I could have some comfort So they could tell me It's going to be all right. My life without you Has been so unbearable to live And I hate every second I breathe Because it just proves I can live without you... Only God knows How much I miss you He only knows how much I cry With every tear that falls My heart gets weaker And my hope for 'us' fades. I had so much faith in our love I thought that it alone Could get us through anything People say time heals the hurt But if they lost someone like you They would know- it isn't true You tried to tell me things will get easier With every day that goes by I hate it when I get asked How we're doing I hate to disappoint them And tell them We exist no longer... Please tell me this isn't what you wanted Please tell me what I feel is real Good-byes don't have to last forever Because I know... We were meant to be together

this poems is i take from my friend leon such a sad poems... but anyway i am gald that you have overcome all the difficulties that you have face since last time till now. even though you did change alot ever since the break up but still i have faith in you.. until now it was like so many years already sometime i was thinking do you really totally forget about everything or are you just faking with a fake smile but still no matter what it is good that you have move on already..no matter what we must really cherish the ones that you are with now example my gf. no matter what i really cherish her alot. NOt to forget friends too. even though in life you will meet alot of new friends but through meeting of new friends how we know whether they are truthful to be your friends and all. even though we had new friends but we musn't forget our old friends too. they are the one who always helped us when we have trouble. SO LEON seriously even though i always disturb and make fun of you i still cherish the friendship i had with you as we know each other for like 10 years and that was so long. wahawhawhawha remind me of old days it was so fun. hopefully all of us like leon, zhi qiang, derek, lia qing and many more hope that all of us can meet up again and have fun like last time when we are YOUNG even though we all might be old but we are still young at HEART whahawhah...