haven blog for so long as i got no time to even write my blog
so many things happening around me and there are test every tue and thur
so freaking sian don't know why this school like that i rather one sort everything
come at the end of the semester.
Recently receive an email from my friends saying that he will be getting marry
on the 30 th of nov i was shock when i saw that wahwahawha. Didnt really expected that he
will get marry so soon. DEC got one more whawhaw so many people
getting marry this year. IS IT A GOOD YEAR TO GET MARRY? but nvm hopefully
my times will come soon. HEHE

anyway get myself a part time job already thanks to my friend chun hui who
intro me this job.. lucky his job come in hardy as my money are going to dry up sooner
or later. AND during NOV and DEC there will be alot of things happening so
must earn first then i can enjoy my holiday.
but sadly the time i going to spend with dear will be lesser and lesser. BUT LUCKY you understand what position i am in now. really glad that you understand it. thanks for suffering
those hard times with me
i won't forget and i will try to make it back to you
when i got the chance no worries thanks alot
and also thanks alot for cheering me up when i am down





weekend has ended again haiz once again i am sad again.....
have to wait for weekend again but times really passes fast each day....
next week dear will be station at changi airport i know the work is tough and stress
but no matter what i will be there when you need me ok? try not to think so much ok?
DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY!!!!!!

recently i seriously don't know what happen to my this friends of mine we stay with each other in the same bunk for like going to 2 years during our NS life....that time when we are still servicing our NS we all keep have the same dream as we must study hard and work hard...
but once we ORD all of us were so busy hardly contact each other...... then when our poly going to start soon.....he call me and told me he is thinking of withdrawing....then i told him to reconsider... as a friends of his of cos i say something mean so that he will listen my advise as i dont want him to regret..... after that i try to contact him keep on calling him he is like dont want to pick my call and all.....but never mind in the end he quit.... recently one of my friend managed to keep in touch with him...... he is working at CWP at some retail shops.... when he saw me online he chatted with me and i keep on asking what are you working as and where are you working...he keep on answering me retail retail.... and he told my friends that dont tell me and my the other friends because of what scare we come and disturb him..... I WAS LIKE PLS LAH HOW OLD AM I ALREADY...... is my the other friends who he should beware as he is more of the disturb type...... we spend our toughest time togehter in our NS life and this is how i been treated as a friends.......no matter what when i org a gathering for them i will never forget everyone and i also make the effort to call everyone to come and this is what i get..... my friends told me to go and have a talk with him..... i ans him i had enough man....if this is what he want i will just give him what he want and just leave him out of my life as since i am not been treated as a friends so no point..... when come to reservce i also dont even wnat to care when i saw him inside..... don't know why he is like avioding us for what reason.... FORGET IT





OMG!!!!! my blog is like so rusty ever since the last time when i blog.
ok!! finally i started blogging again.......
these few days didn't really have any time to blog as this sem seems so stress for me.
haiz hate it when got this kind of stress feeling.....is time to destress my ownself when going out with my gf and friends that will be the best way.
recently, LOTS OF LOTS OF WHITE HAIR is appearing on my hair already damn it.....
this proves one thing i really use my brain to think that is why there is so many white hair....
as RP is a problem solving school that is why it require to use our brain to think of SOlution
and to tackle those who always like to SHOOTS QUESTION...
HAIZ last sem i waas being call AH PEK...i think i am becoming more and more look like
AH PEK already with all the white HAIR....BUT NVM is EASY TO SOLVE just DYE MY
HAIR and THAT IT....HAAHAAA........

HOPEFULLY i can manage well in my this sem with all of you there to help me........

show you guys some pic and make a GUESS!!!!







LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT HAPPEN

When you think about life
And all its negative things,
Scary thoughts occur,
Great fears it brings.
Dealing with friends
Who betrayed your trust.
Standing alone in the rain
From dawn to dusk.
Losing the man or woman
With whom you wished to share your dreams,
Leaves you with eyes like clouds
And tears like streams.
With family membersArguing from day to night,
Makes you want to run awayFrom that unpleasant sight.
School is hard,
Doing work you dont understand.
Walking down a road
Holding no future in your hand.
Your world is dark,Empty and confused.
You feel angry, frustrated,And completely used.
Everything is unclear,You only see death on the way.
This life isnt worth living,It should be taken away.
But then theres a small voiceThat suddenly appears.
Looking all around... youCant seem to find it anywhere.
This little voice said,There is a whole lot more to life.
Everyone goes through joy,Happiness, pain and strife.
There are people who love you,And you will meet new friends.
Everyday is a new experience,Its just a matter of where and when.
That is when you calm downAnd begin to think.
After all, life can be goodAnd have its positive things.
You can have an educationIf you are willing to learn.
Your future is the road ahead,Considering which way you turn.
You have been hurt,Betrayed, denied and used.
But people will know your importanceDepending on the kind of friends you choose.
Not having a boyfriend or girlfriendIsnt the end of the world.
He or she is not worth lovingIf he or she leaves you for another girl or guy.
Its normal for a family to argue,Cause thats how they compromise.
If you think problems cant be solvedThen you are not very wise.
This little voice saved your life-Didnt keep you and the world apart
.Thats when you realize this voice...Is the Voice Of Your Heart.=) This is a poem by Lily Tchen . I hope this give's you the strength to go on when your down.
Like i always say Life Is What You Make It =)

THis is what is say a good poem wahaha i find it from my friend's blog and i truthly agree with the poem that he made. it seems so true about saying LIFE IS WHAT WE MAKE IT...
Everything in this poems is saying about LIFE.
hopefully u all can read and cherish life....