What does friends to each of us means?
for me friends are the one who you think that you can click along with them
and if you sense something wrong you can tell them from there
they can learn and try to be a better man who don't want to be one right?

recently having this kind of friendship problem again haiz
i am damn sian over it.
it seems like i am back in 7 years during my secondary school times
I come to RP is to study and get a cert i don't wish to get involve in
any of this friendship things am i right or wrong to makes some close friends
as this is life there are things that we cant avoid

which is friends


everywhere we go there are new people we meet and in the end
the new people are the ones you called them as friends
why do people need friends for is it just for the sake of fun.
whereby you know that friends are always beside you no matter what
or it is just taking advantage of them, making use of them.
i feel that there are more then one person outside are treating friends like this

i got my stress over school work, life and many more
and now i have to face this problem again how nice it is man.
is it because of my age that is why in the end there is so many things happening around.
how i wish i don't have this kind of problem to faced.
last semester like this.
this semester also like that
What kind of life is this man
is just like hell

i really apprentice that sab and qz are trying their best to try to bring this bond back
but seriously i can tell you guys this.... this bond won't be coming back at all
why because one of them is not trying or even making the effort to do somethings
and keeps on thinking is my fault... how nice man
if it is my fault until now i will try and talk to you and clarify things out not like you
everyday you are just running away from it how long can you run no matter what in the
end just like robbers also will get caught one day....
Is really up to you to decided whether you still want this friendship or not

from the ways i see you don't treat this friendship serious at all
we are just like a toys to you
you need us you come to us
when you don't need us
you just dump us aside
and the worst part is
we can make a mistake
but you can't make one even
though u happen to make one you won't even bother
to ask or clarify things out

i feel like asking what does friendship to you??
these are the ways that you are giving us
i feel that there is no points carrying on this kind of act anymore
just face it like a man and
after that we can just go each other ways
you go your way i go my way
both of us won't interfere each other again...

and everything will be settle and there is no need to stress over this again





A poems for you guys to read

Four people you will meet in life



Life is the process of finding love; every person
will need to find four
people in their life.



First person is you,

Second person is the one you love most,

Third person is the one who love you most,

And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of
your life with.



In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love
most, and learn how
love feels.

Because you know how love feels, so you can
find the person who loves you
most.

When you have experienced the feeling of loving
others and being loved,
you
will then know what it is you need most.



Then you will find the person who is most
suitable for you, to be able to
spend the rest of your life with.



Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually
not the same person.



The one you love most doesn?t love you.

The one, who love you most, is never the one you
love most.

And the one you spend your life with, is never the
one you love most or
the
one who love you most.

He is just the person who happens to be at the
right place at the right
time.



Which person are you in other people?s life?



No person will purposely have a change of heart.

At the point in time when he loves you, he really
loves you.

But when he doesn?t love you anymore, he really
doesn?t love you anymore.

When he loves you, he can?t pretend that he
doesn?t.

Same goes, when he loves you no more, there?s
no way he can pretend he
loves you.



When a person doesn?t love you and wants to
leave you.

You must ask yourself if you still love him,

If you also don?t love him anymore, do not keep
him just to save your
pride.

If you still love him, you should wish him
happiness, and hope that he
will
be with the one he loves most, not stop him from
it.

If you stop him from finding true happiness with
the one he loves, it
shows
you already don?t love him,

And if you don?t love him, what rights do you
have to blame him for a
change of heart?



Love is not possessive,

If you like the moon, you can?t just take it down
and put it in your
basin,

But the moonlight still shines upon you.

In other words, when you love a person, you can
use another method of
possessing the person.

Let him become a permanent memory in you life.

If you really love a person, you must love him for
what he is.

Love him for his good points, and the bad,

You can?t wish for him to become like what you
like him to be just because
you love him.



If he can?t change to become what you like him
to be, you don?t love him
anymore.



When you really love a person, you cannot find a
reason why you love him,

You only know that no matter when and where,
good mood or bad mood, you
will wish to have this person be with you.

Real love is when two people can go through the
toughest problems without
asking for promises or listing criterias.

In a relationship, you have to put in effort and
give in at times, not
always be on the receiving end.

Being away from each other is a type of test,

If the relationship isn?t strong, then you can only
admit defeat.

Real love will never become hate.



When two people are in love,

They love to ask each other to swear, to make
promises.

Why do they ask each other to swear and
promise?

Because they don?t trust each other, they don?t
trust their lover.

These swear and promises are useless;

Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you
will never change!

We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean
will never dry,

Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?



Be careful when making promises; don?t make
promises that you cannot keep.

Swear by things that can never happen, because
it can never happen, so no
harm just saying it casually.

Remember, ?Swearing by things that can never
happen are the most
touching!!?

In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but
what you do is another;

The one saying, doesn?t believe; the one
listening, also doesn?t believe.



Which person have you found so far?

In the world so big, which person have you
found?

And who has found you??











Since i have a little time left i am going to write something in my blog
So fast one week have passed and now is friday already next week
school is starting again and have to stress over again with those UT test
and all. Which is so damn boring and at the same time i don't
seem it serve any purpose at all whereby all year 1 are studying the
same things.

haiz even though holiday are short but this one week i didn't really
rest that much as i have been working and going out accompany my gf
sometime i feel that working is much more better then studying
as we know that once pay day come is a happy day but once holiday come
i don't know how should i feel happy or .......
these three years is going to be tough for me especially money issue.
haiz even though life is tough but we still have to go on as this is the road
that all human have to faced

recently sufiya is been hospitalized and she is just been discharge at wed...
hopefully she will recover soon..
after seeing her like that to me i feel that life is really very important that money
also can't buy back one once we lost it. Haiz is good to stay healthy when
we are young we won't know what will happen
to us when we grow old but is good that
we can stay healthy now and do things that we always wanted to do
and not to regret when we are old.
Before we ever wanted to do somethings think twice before doing anything
as we don't want to regret on what we are doing.


hope tomorrow will come fast
i miss u a lot
hope to see u soon tomorrow
take care