SEP 30 2007
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Today is the last day of SEP already everyday seems so fast pass by
IS IT GOOD OR IS IT BAD??
SAT and SUN have pass again tomorrow is MON a new start of a NEW MONTH
haiz once again it seems so fast pass..... have to wait patiencly for weekend again which is
so sad as weekend is so hard to wait... which makes me cherish weekend more.....
TOMORROW lesson is MATH haiz math which i don't really like it....
hopefully this second sem can faster end and start our own course soon.....
i guess UT will be coming soon as next week is PROBLEM 3 already haiz
when UT comes it will be stress time for me already as i am not very good
at my UT test....
sometimes i wonder is it good to come back to school after 3 - 4 years of leaving school
for so long..........did i make a wrong choice to come back school???
if i didnt come back to school and studies maybe now i might be able to own a car now
but SINCE i had make this choices i had to go ahead and prove that i didnt regret
on making this choices.....
sometimes in our life once we make a wrong move we cant
turn back times....but what we can do is to prove that
our wrong move is correct
as once we make our decison there is no regret in looking back
so is better to think twice before making any decison
maybe this decision can affect your life or what
so think twice in everything we do before........
ok think i will stop here and go back to my online gaming which
i can reduce my stress hhawhahaha


life.without.regrets. @ 10:35 PM



SEP 26 2007
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I sit here... Thinking of you Thinking about the memories we shared I miss them and I miss you Since the moment you said good-bye I haven’t been the same Something’s been missing... It's my smile People began to feel sorry for me They would be afraid to laugh Their smiles began to fade along with mine. So, now this smile I wear I wear it every day Taking it off only When I'm in my room at night Then I let it all out My pillow is wet from the tears I lie there until I fall asleep I just need you to hold me tight I need to hear you say Those sweet words to me just once more So I can take you in my arms And hold onto you forever... I wish I could just leave The fake smile at home So they would all realize My suffering isn't over My heart is still broken Into a million pieces At the bottom of my soul I wish they knew So I could have some comfort So they could tell me It's going to be all right. My life without you Has been so unbearable to live And I hate every second I breathe Because it just proves I can live without you... Only God knows How much I miss you He only knows how much I cry With every tear that falls My heart gets weaker And my hope for 'us' fades. I had so much faith in our love I thought that it alone Could get us through anything People say time heals the hurt But if they lost someone like you They would know- it isn't true You tried to tell me things will get easier With every day that goes by I hate it when I get asked How we're doing I hate to disappoint them And tell them We exist no longer... Please tell me this isn't what you wanted Please tell me what I feel is real Good-byes don't have to last forever Because I know... We were meant to be together
this poems is i take from my friend leon such a sad poems... but anyway i am gald that you have overcome all the difficulties that you have face since last time till now. even though you did change alot ever since the break up but still i have faith in you.. until now it was like so many years already sometime i was thinking do you really totally forget about everything or are you just faking with a fake smile but still no matter what it is good that you have move on already..no matter what we must really cherish the ones that you are with now example my gf. no matter what i really cherish her alot. NOt to forget friends too. even though in life you will meet alot of new friends but through meeting of new friends how we know whether they are truthful to be your friends and all. even though we had new friends but we musn't forget our old friends too. they are the one who always helped us when we have trouble. SO LEON seriously even though i always disturb and make fun of you i still cherish the friendship i had with you as we know each other for like 10 years and that was so long. wahawhawhawha remind me of old days it was so fun. hopefully all of us like leon, zhi qiang, derek, lia qing and many more hope that all of us can meet up again and have fun like last time when we are YOUNG even though we all might be old but we are still young at HEART whahawhah...


life.without.regrets. @ 4:14 PM



SEP 24 2007
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today is monday which everybody hate it as monday is always been called as monday bluezzz.. why WEEKEND always ended so fast weekend are always hard to wait and fast to end which i don't really like it. is like the time was like so fast passed and can't spend more with our loves ones. HAIZ......

FRI SAT AND SUN this three days will always be in my memories forever but i am lazy to write it down aas there are so many things happening this three days.....

anyway for the past few weeks the pain is like killing me i can't even talk properly to anyone haiz but lucky i am recovering soon as today the pain is not that pain hopefully tomorrow i will be feeling ok!! as i really hate having ulcer haiz.... makes me no mood to do anything at all...

today grade is out already i will like to say thanks you to those who helped me in my sicence ( those who know who you are ) without all of the information that you all have given me i wont get any good grade for my science thanks alot guys.... for the help......anyway there is nothing interesting to update now if there is i will update soon


life.without.regrets. @ 8:00 PM



SEP 24 2007
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today is monday again it seems so fast that weekend are so fast to end. WEEKEND are always hard to wait and fast to gone why must it be like this... is like so boring get to spend with someone you love for just a short period of times.

fri sat and sun this three days was the best moment that i ever had anyway there is alot of things happening this three days which it will always remain in my memories forever.

for the past one weeks i am really in pain that stupid ulcer makes me cant really talk properly and it was so pain how i wish it will go away soon. it also makes me no mood to do anything at all. but finally today it is recovering already hopefully everything will went well.

anyway today grade out already i need to thanks them as you all know who you are those helped me with sicence thanks for all the information that all of you had and help me thanks alot guys. anyway will update soon but now got nothing interesting to update.


life.without.regrets. @ 7:51 PM



SEP 19 2007
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haiz no mood to do anything or write anything in my blog haiz have this stupid ulcer inside my mouth there really makes me look sick and makes me can't even open up my mouth and talk. feeling pain now don't wish to blog....

anyway thanks to those ( u all should know who u are ) for helping in my sicence module really thanks alot :)

and thanks to dear for accompanying me today really thanks alot when i needed you the most you are always be there for me thanks alot really.....


life.without.regrets. @ 11:05 PM



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ok back on blogging again. for the past few days feeling lazy to even blog dont know why whwhawha .

yesterday first day of second sem start already since three weeks holiday had ended. the holiday i feel that is quite short. back to school again first day of lesson is math waas hoping is programming so at least it wont bored me but in the end is some math question. been in my new class quite boring and quite quiet in the first day and got this kind of wierd wierd feeling dont know why. kind of miss W15J still think no matter what W15J is still the best ok had enough for one day.

today second day of school
the module for today is cog haiz cog has becoming more and more difficult haiz hopefully i can survive this second sem man. today class is no longer like yesterday as today the class can say that it will be quite noisy today hope for the best or tomolo. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me. ok have nothing to say will update again tomorrow if i am not lazy wahwahawha.


life.without.regrets. @ 8:12 PM



SEP 13 2007
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today have a very bad headache having a headache is like wanting your life like that.. haiz hope my headache will be better after tomorrow as i really don't like having headache haiz....

today got nothing to blog so i will just write something about soccer EURO 2008

today morning England won 3-0 against Russia WOOO finally England is back on form again and Owen is the man for England he score 2 goals and both 2 goals are nice... he really make a come back after his disappointing world cup... when he twist and break his leg...after a long injury finally he come back and he is on form now.... England fans must be really Glad that Owen is back... who partner Owen heskey was the one who is the starting 11 and crunch was only on the sub bench.... Barry was also good with his cross which indeed let Owen score the first opening... Russia cant even match up with England..... hope their form will continue on and win their first EURO 2008 ever since don't know which year they have won ..... France lost and Portugal draw their game last min the back line was so screw up which let them score and makes it a draw... what will happen next for France and Portugal will they advance will we see them in EURO 2008 hopefully we can see them as they are a strong team which we must not miss their action in EURO 2008...

having ab it of headache now haiz OK shall stop blogging now.....


life.without.regrets. @ 12:47 AM



SEP 12 2007
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sep 11 2007

actually all of us have some plan for this day and that was touring around in singapore because actually i suppose to rent a car on this day to bring them out for some touring but too bad the place which i normally rent one move to this sergoon and i dont really know how to go there what to do singapore roads are so messy wahahahaw but never mind in the end i ask them all out to accompany me go to orchard taka there and buy present for my girl friend. after buying present for dear... jason and sab didnt eat their lunch so we accompany them and at the same time we were slacking at there chatting for quite a long time as we were all waiting for marcus to come as usual lah he is always late.... after that went to play pool it was qin zhi first time on the cue stick waawhaw me and hong wei was there guiding him it was the first time i saw hong wei teaching me to do something as most of the time we are always the one who are guiding/ teaching him wahahhaw... after that went to settle our dinner at mac cafe.... home sweet home after that...

sep 12 2007

which is today early moring wake up call those two pig which are still sleeping.. as today most of us are playing soccer at philip house.... when we reach philip house azmi and his friends haven really reach yet so while we are waiting for them we went to the court there and play on our own and after a while sufiya came and join us wahawhha..... so after soccer rush back home and change and eat my lunch at the same time.... rush down to city hall there and q the donut factory as dear wanted to eat that as today is our anviersay so after queing went to play pool waawhaw it was fun playing with dear as she always cheat.... whhawawha what a sore loser are you wahwaha just kidding.... today i look very tired as last night i around 3 plus then i fall asleep as i was preparing something for dear which is her present today.... hope you will like it as i really put in alot of effort in it.... ok feeling lazy to write anymore.... whahwahaw


ok tomorrow moring 2.50 am is england big match against russia who will win if england win the match england will be able to appear on euro 2o08 hopefully they can win... today england have a very big issue WHO WILL PARTNER OWEN.... will it be heskey or will it be crounch who will it be no one will know till the match start.....no matter who they choose to parnter owen they must win tomorrow match....ok i think i shall stop blogging here already.....


life.without.regrets. @ 12:16 AM



SEP 11 2007
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SOrry for the past few days didnt really do any blogging whawhahha been lazy this few days don't know why wahahhaw that is why dear always call me pig i think i am becoming more and more like a pig already wahawhah OK lets continue my blogging.

SAT

today dear come my house in the morning around 9 to 10 plus wahawhaw sorry dear make you come down by your own wahahah sorry for being a lazy pig. when i saw dear dear was telling me about the high school musical 2 one the main actress Vanessa Hudgens. her nude picture was been posted around the Internet and what i know is she will be replace in high school musical 3 that was so sad as she and troy look so sweet in the show. after that we were running ab it late as our show start at 5.30 but we around 4 plus then reach p.s carrefour there and buy some tibits. after that rush down to grand Cathay and watch our movie RATATOUILLE this show was good!!! very touching at some time and funny too. dear give this movie 4.5 out of 5 star but for me i give it a full 5 stars. after watching the show i and dear were wondering where we should eat wahawhaw went down to m.s wondering around deciding where to eat but in the end we end up at NEW YORK NEW YORK again. this is the second time we had been there but the food itself didn't disappoint us the second time it was nice.We walked to Esplanade and took a lot of pictures. It was getting late, so we took a bus back to dear home and after that i took mrt back home. inside the mrt i was tired and was asleep till one of my friends wake me up see him inside the train then we were talking he also sent his gf back home his gf stay at jurong east among us his gf stay the furthers. whahawha sad for him... sadly sat have come to an end again haiz.....


sun

today suppose to go to gym but last min my friend Leon cancel it again as he need to go down to bugis to buy some computer part.... i was asleep when he call me whawha so i didn't know what is he trying to say sorry if i did say something... after that didn't really go out stay at home accompany dear through out the whole Sunday.. time flew fast and it is night time so we sit down and watch high school musical 2 together... it was a nice show after all that is why the rating was so good.... the music compare to the first this time round was good...... so soon is time for her to go back home already send her home.. sad sun have just come to an end again haiz why weekend always ended so fast...???


Mon

which is yesterday didn't really go where wake up quite late called Leon to go gym. and we meet around 5 i was late as usual. yesterday at gym the both of us torture our self as some of them we decided to increase the weight and some we just increase the number of set it was so tiring but we like the feeling whaahha maybe you all might think we are sick but it was good. after gym the both of us were talking whahwahaw guess we were really old already i really cant imagine last time we all can stand up to 3 set and spend like 3 hour inside the gym doing non stop but now we do like 2 set we are tired already.. is it good to be old so fast??? last time when we were young we always tell our self we must faster grow up so that we can do alot of things but now when we are old it didn't seem like we can do alot of things instead there are more stress for us. now i can start feeling the pressure what our parents have face it when they are our age... until now i still don't really admit that i am old whahahah but the fact is i am old already haiz sad... i still miss those days when we were young as there are so many things we can do no need to scare off anything.... guess the time when guy will be really mature will be when they went into army... even though 2 years is quite long but it did really make us grow more mature in a way..... anyway i think there is nothing more to blog already awhawha........


life.without.regrets. @ 12:17 PM



SEP 08 2007
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yesterday sep 07 2007 i went down to simei and trade in my game for some cash as i am short of cash at the moment now . inside the bus there is one brunch of secondary school kids which are so irrating some brunch of nerd that wanted to act like a gangster and act like some jerk keep on commenting this girl not pretty that girl pretty all crappy stuff. when i saw them it reminded of myself but i am not such a jerk whereby keep on commenting on girls. after that went stright to bugis and meet dear. i was so hungry at that time as i wake up at 3 pm in the afternoon wahahah really like a pig. meet her and went to buy some things to eat as i was really very hungry. anyway after that went down to book ticket for tomorrow show and etc lazy to type.


life have change for me ever since i meet her. i really cherish you alot. you are just like my heart and soul. without my heart and soul i dont think i can live anymore. this is my love to you
To love someone doesn't mean you have to own her but if you do own her please give her all the love you had.


life.without.regrets. @ 2:17 AM



SEP 07 2007
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Yesterday i went out with my friends which i usually hang out with. we didnt really go any where as time is not on our side and there is shortage of cash too. we were rotting at mac all the time. AFter orchard our next stop P.S we walk all the way from orchard to P.S from here you all can see how bore are we. Then after that eat our dinner and rot at mac till 11pm and all of us went back to our own sweet home.

Life is so boring there isnt any thing we can do. Life is just like a cycle everyday is almost the same. EXample:

wake up early morning ----> go to school ----> go back home or go work part time ----> go back home sleep -----> next day wake up ----> go to school again. SEe this is what i meant a cycle that everyday we have to follow. if there is no school which is school holiday even worst

wake up late ----> go out with friends , meet up with gf or bf -----> times up need to go back home----> go back sleep or chatting online ----> wake up late ----> contiune on

the above is for those who always going out but now the below part will be for those who have no life everyday staying at home

wake up late ----> stay at home ----> play games on ps2 , play online games, chatting with friends on msn -----> watch tv and have dinner ---> contiune on playing games and etc.. ----> sleep late ----> wake up late ----> and continue on

everyday is just like a route tin that we have to follow. Once again LIFE IS SO BORING. What to do.. anyway will be meeting up with dear later on haiz don't know where to go again. i think i shall end here anything i will update on my blog tonight... SEE YOU


life.without.regrets. @ 3:46 PM



SEP 05 2007
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Yesterday BBQ was ab it boring compare to last time BBQ that all of us organise. The most fun part was playing soccer all of us join together and play in the darkness where we can't really see what and where are we kicking the ball lucky the ball was the classical one if not we will be like monkey searching where the ball is. The most important will be FUN as everybody is enjoying themselves out there. Even though this is the last BBQ we had for our class hope that our friendship will never end and last forever. hope there will be more gathering in the future as everyone can meet up again and have fun like yesterday again. yesterday we also have some drinking session whaahha got one PERSON just drink one or two cups his face turn damn red look like a ROASTED PIG like that ahhaha and his face look drunk too. THIS IS THE FIRST TIME i saw people drinking just one or two cups vomit plus the face so red like ROASTED PIG. THAT MEANS HE IS SUCH A LOUSY DRINKER THAT NEVER DRINK BEFORE. he can still talk crap by saying he can't eat too many before drinking i was like hey you just drink two cup and you vomited. I got nothing to say. FIRst time i heard people saying that just ADMIT THAT YOU ARE DRUNK try to act tough but please you don't look like one. I THINK THE GIRLS ARE MUCH MORE BETTER DRINKER THEN YOU SISSY BOY........HAHHAHAH LAUGHING OUT LOUD.....

anyway continue on.. after that we all were siting down there and chit chatting seriously got nothing to do. Except the game nothing was fun is just bored.

MESSAGE FROM AH PEK :

it was great knowing you guys even though this sem ended so fast. though out this sem even though there are alot of things happening in our class but i still enjoy myself in this class. i know there is some one is our class who have blocked me in his msn but i dont really care i just want to say is STOP ACTING LIKE A SMALL KID GROW UP. anyway i will like to thanks to sabrina who is always helping out with my english and making me understanding the problem statement during communication. thanks to qin zhi who always prepare the notes for math and sicence ut and teach us in detail till we understand it if not i think my sicence and math ut will be like failing all the times. thanks to kel also which sometime help me and guide me along the way when we are in the same team and doing the ppt together. lastly HOMO even though he always act blur and all but sometime he do help me and guide me along the way so HOMO you are not useless after all sometime your idea do help me think of something useful. lastly thanks to those who i been team together with which sometime makes me learn something new and plus some of the knowledge and experience i intend to learn more which i didnt expect it. SERIOUSLY want to thanks all of you if not for you all i won't be able to pull through my this first sem. last but not least HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST FOREVER AND ALSO MEET UP MORE OFTEN to catch up. THANKS AGAIN......:) wish all of you the best in your next sem class.. :)


life.without.regrets. @ 1:46 PM



SEP 03 2007
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Time 9am <---- during weekend wake up at this time normally can be quite a problem for me but not today as i am meeting dear at this P.S at 10.30 because yesterday we didn't have enough time to shop so today we shall continue on our shopping.... in the end dear change our meeting time to 10.45 to 11.00 but she came late cannot blame because her bus always need to wait for so long ahahha almost listen all my entire song finish.... after meeting her i am kinda hungry so went for breakfast so expensive...but what to do...after eating went to this G2000 and THIS FASHION to see her stuff...at G2000 I went to try some formal SHIR Ts haha cant imagine i got to wear those in the next 3 years... in the end brought a shorts pants whahhah.......next stop we went down to this HMV There saw DANIEL KER at this HMV chat with him for a while as he is in a rush to work....I Went to this FOUR SKINS to buy my stuff though there is quite expensive but the price is still quite reasonable.... AND things there were RARE and STYLE...HAHA.... went back home after that as ALL our stuff have brought... Wallet start to have some butterfly flying out...sad hope i can get a job soon so can buy more RARE stuff in Future as there is a price to pay......
suppose to go to gym But thanks to my friends he is sleeping like a pig in the end CANCEL but never mind i myself also quite tired after all those shopping......

Today is my GRAND OPENING OF MY blog hope everyone will like after so long....TOok quite a while to create this blog.......Will upload some pictures soon as it is still under CONSTRUCTION.... hwahahha HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY READING shall write till here........


life.without.regrets. @ 1:03 AM



SEP 02 2007
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Early in the moring i suppose to call dear but in the end as usual i overslept ahahah so in the end when i start to realise it. it is too late ahahha... so meet her in the afternoon she accompany me to go cut my hair as my hair has start to grow long... went back home and eat stright after cutting hair... went out for shopping as dear need to get some working attire thing... first went down to bugis to get her fox dress.. i suppose to get the wallet but in the end didnt managed to get one as i dont really like it again when i see again....so went down to bugis street to get some stuff....The time was 7.00pm and our stomach started to feel hungry so went to this NEW YORK NEW YORK place and eat.... dear always wanted to go there and eat finally she got this chance to went there and eat..... The FOod WAS REALLY NICE.. spend around 50 over dollar but it really worth it.... RECOMMENDED FROM ALLAN NEW YORK NEW YORK
★★★★★ FIVE STARS OUT OF FIVE STARS..... you all should go and try although the service abit slow and not that good due to many too many people but the food there was nice... after eating went down to far east to get her stuff after that went to ANDY shop there and chat chat whahahah.....time was running late and i send her home after that.... although every thing was like last min but in the end we still enjoy our self and it was fun tooo that is the most important thing FUN...

One of my GUILD friend is going to get marry on 8 dec that was so fast as they been in the relationship just one years plus and going to get marry... when will be our turn..... DONT KNOW but HOPE SOON....

think will end it here..........


life.without.regrets. @ 12:14 AM