19 NOV 2007

What does friends to each of us means?
for me friends are the one who you think that you can click along with them
and if you sense something wrong you can tell them from there
they can learn and try to be a better man who don't want to be one right?

recently having this kind of friendship problem again haiz
i am damn sian over it.
it seems like i am back in 7 years during my secondary school times
I come to RP is to study and get a cert i don't wish to get involve in
any of this friendship things am i right or wrong to makes some close friends
as this is life there are things that we cant avoid
which is friends


everywhere we go there are new people we meet and in the end
the new people are the ones you called them as friends
why do people need friends for is it just for the sake of fun.
whereby you know that friends are always beside you no matter what
or it is just taking advantage of them, making use of them.
i feel that there are more then one person outside are treating friends like this

i got my stress over school work, life and many more
and now i have to face this problem again how nice it is man.
is it because of my age that is why in the end there is so many things happening around.
how i wish i don't have this kind of problem to faced.
last semester like this.
this semester also like that
What kind of life is this man
is just like hell

i really apprentice that sab and qz are trying their best to try to bring this bond back
but seriously i can tell you guys this.... this bond won't be coming back at all
why because one of them is not trying or even making the effort to do somethings
and keeps on thinking is my fault... how nice man
if it is my fault until now i will try and talk to you and clarify things out not like you
everyday you are just running away from it how long can you run no matter what in the
end just like robbers also will get caught one day....
Is really up to you to decided whether you still want this friendship or not

from the ways i see you don't treat this friendship serious at all
we are just like a toys to you
you need us you come to us
when you don't need us
you just dump us aside
and the worst part is
we can make a mistake
but you can't make one even
though u happen to make one you won't even bother
to ask or clarify things out

i feel like asking what does friendship to you??
these are the ways that you are giving us
i feel that there is no points carrying on this kind of act anymore
just face it like a man and
after that we can just go each other ways
you go your way i go my way
both of us won't interfere each other again...

and everything will be settle and there is no need to stress over this again


life.without.regrets. @ 11:47 PM